many times

How many times must I go through such upheavals?

Everytime when I am just about to stand up you kick me back down again. Why?

.The end.

Bored

So I'm sitting in my office now, freezing myself to death. I must be so darn bored that I'm updating my blog >< . It has been inactive since the longest time ever. So I probably will not update for the next few months or years.
I have to study but this office is too cold and my brain is freezing over.
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Everyone seems to be looking forward to this weekend, I must say I am too! JN n bf are going for a short weekend holiday, damn jealous ler and Rach received flowers from Mel in her office, damn schweeeeet.
Sigh, damn bored.

Shimmer

edgier feel

Stress & Pressure

No good days nowadays. Sigh.

Sing Like Jackyyy~~~

Makes me wanna cry... *sobs*

Sing It Like Jackyyyyy~~~

Kenapa Ini Saint John Banyak Bosan Punya Tempat- ah?

It has been almost two weeks in Saint John, New Brunswick now. Yours truly is currenty doing part of my internal med rotation here- Endocrinology clinics & outpatients. This week is pretty easy for me as I'm only working with one staffperson, next week I'll have to work with two staffpersons so it's gonna be a zoo for the next two weeks. What can I say about this current situation BAHHHHHHHH~~~ If I complain then ppl would ask me to count my freaggin blessings and all those shieat, dunnid it thank you. I know it already. Hate it when ppl try to be "know it all" and tell me to not do this and not do that, yea I really appreciate your words but just DON'T~~~ My current housemate says it right," I think med school sucks, I think it really is. I dunno why other ppl keep saying it's fun and nice bla bla, I think it's bullcrap and it sucks. It's the truth" Yes mate, I totally back you up on this! And dun ask me to count my freaggin blessings , been there done that already. Cant the lady have some space to vent? For the love of the lord, jeez!

There are many regrets in my life and still I cant decide if I regret this. But what I can say for sure is that if I were to choose all over again I'd have chosen this path also. And yes, I only write blogs when I'm full of anger and sadness. Hehehe, 'cui' meh? What a bitter person I've became since I put my foot here. At least I know more about life and life's struggles compared to say... a year ago. Now it's a daily struggle with work, emotions, disappointments and trying to stay afloat amidst all these. Everyone is going through this and what to do when life's a bitch.

My mind is blank and all I seek is bliss in the little things in life. In the end, we are all alone.

Mandopop at its BEST!

The late nineties were certainly years of wonderful mandopop. This is mandopop at it's best! Brightens up my mood anyday. Feels like having a pillow fight with my buddies on a girly night with this song as background. Hehe.